I want to wake up now and drown my face. I want to feel so bad in a normal state. I want to hold my head an feel ashamed. No one else will know it’s all a waste. I don’t care I am almost there. I want to hide in a more green land. I want that sweet cheap thrill, no sympathy. I want to be hated, let me rot away. I want to poison my self esteem but what I really want is all eyes to be on me. I’ll wait for a better place.
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